~~confusing... ...~~

i'm so confuse now...
i need your support more than ever...
i don't know how i can go through all this if i'm alone...
keep too much to myself and now feel like all want to bomb out...
i still try to kept it with me...
all with me and not to make you worry...
but i dont know how long can i hold it...
everytime look into your eyes...
i feel like want to cry, but i know i cannot cry...
you need my support at that time and even now...
i try to give you all the support and not to make you worry...
but i really dont know ... ... how? how long?
am i really that strong??

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Hahahah.... all crap... ... ...
do assignment until "ki siao" already... ...
Wah!! wanna die soon because the "deadline" soon ... ... ...