~~Is travel season~~

Sooooooo looooooong didnt update my blog...Is really hard and slow for me to get in from China, the stupid firewall!!
I will go to Shanghai in mid August & Korea in October....so cant wait to get off from work~~recently too much shit at work space... the new change in the office make me dont feel aas attach as previous... I think is time to change already~~
Wish me all the best~~

Will update all those travel photo once i get back and free~~ stay tune!!

脸上太多笑，因为心中太多泪

当令你快乐的一切不能再令你快乐，当令你悲哀的一切不能再令你悲哀，甚至激怒你的一切不能再激怒你的 时候，是不是很可怕？一位哲人曾说过：这就叫做苍老。

再想起你，你的名字，你的笑，你的一切，都只能加上一个“别人的”。
再想起我们在一起的事，也只能加上一个“曾经的”。

有些感情是指甲，剪掉了还会重生，无关痛痒。而有些感情是牙齿，失去以后永远有个疼痛的伤口无法弥补。
不见面不等于不思念，不联络只是为了掩饰眷恋。
有些人脸上太多的笑是因为他们心中有太多的泪。

人生有一个地方，有一个人，在这个人面前，可以不必有出息，可以不必有形象，可以全身是弱点，这是知己。
每个人在每个阶段得做每个阶段的事，就算怀念，都得离开。只有你不想放的，没有你放不下的。

很多人，很多事，原本是熟悉的，以为明天可以再继续的。于是转过身暂时放手，想的是明日又将重聚的希望。太阳落下去重新升起来以前，那些事，就不可能再经历；那些人，就从此与你永别了。

有时候不知道真相，不了解本质的人，是快乐的．而能够假装不知道真相，不了解本质的人，却是幸福的．
就像一个热闹的party刚刚结束，人走了，灯灭了，黑暗中就只剩下你一个人……人有时就需要在寂寞中才能自省．只有从喧嚣走入寂静，你才会专注自己的心灵．

对的时间,遇见对的人,是一生幸福.
对的时间,遇见错的人,是一场心伤.
错的时间,遇见错的人,是一段荒唐.
错的时间,遇见对的人,是一生叹息.

生命中不断有人离开或进入．于是，看见的，看不见了；记住的，遗忘了．生命中不断有得到和失落．于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了．然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？

我一直不愿意承认你是我生命中的过客。
今生今世,但愿岁月静好,现世安稳,每天都能看见他的笑颜。
若必得与最后的荒芜对望，也许明日出发，看一程山长水远，而归来是一生的事。
青春尚未散场，还有未来可以挥霍。现实很穷，理想很富裕。

当你还在我身边，我就开始怀恋，因为我知道你即将离去。 ——米兰 昆德拉
我们已经走得太远，以至于忘记了，为什么而出发。 ——纪伯伦
佛笑了笑：爱是因为相互欣赏而开始的，因为心动而相恋，因为互相离不开而结婚，但更重要的一点是需要宽容、谅解、习惯和适应才会携手一生的。

你曾经问我,你最喜欢哪座城市?亲爱的,你知道我的答案吗?我最喜欢有你的城市。
我爱你.也许这是心底最大的遗憾,因为,从来不曾诉与你。

爱一个人，不要随便牵手，更不要轻易放手！

在这世间，有一些无法抵达的地方。无法靠近的人。无法完成的事情。无法占有的感情。无法修复的缺陷。

当他终于对你说“你的名字，我的姓氏”后，他终于不用套上别人的了，他也不是曾经的了。只是，那时，是否可以真的无憾？
在什么都不确定的年代，我们总是爱得太早，放弃得太快，轻易付出承诺，又不想等待结果。

戒指，不再是一生一世的承诺，终生相守的誓言，却成了纪念伤感的烙印。
就像有人说过的：戒指好比爱情，戴在手上，也是戴在心上；伤在心上，便也伤在手上。不敢碰的，是那心里的伤；不原摘的，是那难舍的爱。
有人说，通往心脏的血脉是在无名指上，你知道我多想在今生，倾尽所有，牢牢地栓住你的无名指啊！

如果爱让我走下去,我一定会拼到爱尽头。
时间过了，爱情淡了，相爱的人也就散了。
有些人是一直会刻在生命里的，哪怕忘记了他的声音忘记了他的笑容忘记了他的脸，可是每次想起他，那种感受，却永远不会变。
曾经以为你是风筝，我是手中握着那根线，无论你飞向何方，我最终是你的归属。现在终于明白，如果爱你，就不应该束缚你

痛了...自然就会放手了

This really go deep into my heart, is like breaking my heart into 2 when i read this... never think that it will have such impact to me with this article... something wrong with me i guess~~


一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”

你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对他怎么好他都不领情
他不是看不到
他只是装作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢他
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他
你用尽全力对他好
把他看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到他

联系不到他的时候你担心他担心的快疯了
然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能他是在躲着你
他受不了你对他那么好
不要一直发短信给他
不要一直找他
你也许只是想找他说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许他并不这么想

记住你的想法不代表他的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗
你扪心自问一下
你确定不用他回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的
也许她根本不在乎你怎么为他付出
有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担

这种负担只会让他更加想远离你
因为他不想亏欠你
别事事为他担心为他张罗
你觉得他没有你不行
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善
但是你要清楚
你不是他要的那个人
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做
自然会有人为他担心为他着急
不用你来费心

那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
也许曾经你们是相爱过的
但是请记住那是曾经
过去的就是过去了
如果大家真的适合在一起
那么当初就不会分开
无论是谁提的分手都一样
这段感情曾经就是存在破裂点的
不管是谁错结果都是一个你们分开了

分开以后
如果一方试图想挽回而另一方没有同意的话
那么这段感情就是过去了
他是理智的因为他已经明白了两个人不适合
而你还一遍一遍的告诉自己
你们当初如何如何相爱
不可能那么容易就分手的
这样只会让你更加难以放弃
却不会让对方再次回头选择你
除非大家都有意要和好

否则你一个巴掌是不可能拍响的
所以尽早打消这个念头吧
至于他是不是有意我想你自己心里比谁都明白
不要觉得自己有多可怜或者把自己弄的很可怜
这样做一点意思也没有
他不会因为你可怜而喜欢你
你说道理你都懂只是你做不好
不是你做不好是你不想做
你不是怕忘记他你是怕他忘了你吧
别说什么他离不开你的

其实分明就是你离不开他
他若是离不开你
他就不会不要你
整天死死巴着人家不放的人是你
不懂事的人是你
难道你没看出来吗
喜欢他不是你的错
想关心他不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式

傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
找寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．早上不再有人工闹铃．
习惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．她已离开．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
所有的人都对你有信心．
所以．你也要充满信心．
你是坚强的．积极的．乐观的．洒脱的．
以前是．以后也会是．
总有一天．那个活力无穷傻气无尽的女金刚会复活．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．

现在我对你很好、很好、很好,
你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的

对你好了。。。
因为那时的我，已经将你放低。。。。
原来，放低一个人，最后是被对方逼出来的。。。。
其实这个世界，真的没有非要谁不可，
走自己的路，别回头

~~New Year 2010!!~~

So fast, another year just start!! 2010 already pass 13 days....
2009 is a super busy year for me but is so simple, other than work is still work. But i think i cannot continue like this anymore, i need to get back my usual life, a normal life.... need to balance it, cant just let work take control of my whole life... i hope i wont repeat this mistake again, but i not sure i can do it in this year or not? Try to make my life more colorful~~
Should i thanks for my new year gift? i doubt it...times will tell ...

Another month pass~~

So fast, another month pass since last time i visit back to my blog. Recently China block Facebook & Twitter somemore!! Crazy!!
Proxy also cannot bypass it, my sister send me a software that finally can bypass all this so that i can still login to my Facebook & blog~~ If not, i think i will bored til die!!

This still a suffer month coz of the WP pitch, last night just take a 1 hour nap, really hope that today can faster go home to sleep, but tonight will go to celebrate one of our new Coll --> Echo birthday. She join us last month then start to OT-ing with us non-stop... :P So now is time to have fun, at least for this weekend~~

~~Red room!! red in red~~

I went to Arachnid new office to visit CH they all, then take photo in the RedRoom. Hahaha, CNY somemore RED RED!!

~~Mabuk gang in Ryan house~~

After lepaking at Jacque & Lesli house, then i go to second round at Ryan's house at Mount Kiara. When i reach there, they all already start playing card and looser have to drink.

At first is just drink beer, but then Algie take out the whole bottle of Vodka. Kakaka, start to play it crazy d...each person got a chance to add one kind of alcohol into the glass, then who the biggest/smallest card have to drink the mixer~~Vodka + beer is damn easy to get drunk!! 7 of us played until the whole bottle is empty, a few people vomit, me also vomit but is after i reach to my condo :P vomit right away after come down from the car.... haiiiii... drink too much...

All girls....say cheers!!

Algie, Ida & me~~

Last 3 standing!! kekeke

~~Say goodbye and Hello!!~~

Say goodbye to 2008 and Say hello to 2009!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!! A NEW year, a NEW start!! A tough year ahead, but don't worry, as long as we have faith, everything will be fine :D We all work hard together!! 加油！

Muacks~~

~~This is NOT wine, is Umbrella (Isabrella)!!~~

Isabrella——Is an umbrella.When you open isabrella, you will be surprised that it is not a bottle of wine but an umbrella. The idea was accidentally found that while holding up the wine bottle upside down, with the neck in hand, it was like holding an umbrella on a rainy day. An idea struck to design the umbrella in the form of a wine bottle, the neck the umbrella handle, the bottle the umbrella container.
Below is 0% Graphic Series

Below is 0% Graphic Deluxe Series
Below is Bumbershoot Series
Below is Mosaic Series“Grab the tip and pull, collapsible umbrella in the form of units. Hardcover looked like a bottle of enjoyment as well as the smooth opening and closing / wet umbrella on the receipt in the bag immediately and round, and also glad to have a Jacuzzi-whirlpool! Afterlife as a unique design is also recommended.”

~~DM101 Training~~

Wunderman University have a training on Direct Marketing 101 training, but actually more on Database Marketing. Colleagues from India,Taiwan, Hong Kong, Shanghai and Beijing gather in LiJing Hotel Beijing to attend a 3 days training session. We had been introduce to lots of new information on client management and databse marketing, lots of tactics to be apply when doing a database marketing campaign.

Our trainer in DM 101, Lawrence from Singapore and Alan from Bangkok

Our group win the first price for the "Pitch proposal presentaion" for the training...Got a Creative Webcam

Is our group agian...took photo with the 2 trainers

Final group photo with all the participants

~~Fall season -- October~~

Is October and is Autumn NOW!! Hehe, my first Autumn. Start to feel cold, the temperature is around 18 degree to 12 degree. Is consider cold for me...but when winter time will be -10 degree....dying :(

Looking outside from my office window, leaf is turning red d~~This really is Autumn time.Soon all the leaf will drop and Winter will start soon

So now have to wear more, can start to wear long jacket and boots and scarf...hahaha... All this + winter clothes = PKing !!

Now still can smile, not sure still can smile in winter time :P

Will wrap myself like a dumpling ver soon...hahaha

~~Months of Celebration -- Colleagues Birthday~~

October also a celebration months, coz 4 of my colleagues is celebrating their birthday... So we have a small celebration party for them :) Easy for us....all together...hahahaha....so bad :P

From left: Sam, Christina, Ben, and Philip...4 birthday people in the office

"Happy birthday to u, Happy birthday to u, Happy birthday to u, Happy birthday to u~~" All sing together...

Then we also have a dinner birthday celebration for Christina!! We went for a Thai dinner, nice food but really too focus on eating until forgot to take the food photo :P ...just remember to take out the camera when is "Cake" time...

~~Happy Happy~~

~~Bye sis!! ~~

OMG!! time pass so fast!!9 days just pass like that...I have a fun trip with my sister around Beijing. But we all have to get back to the reality, she end the holiday and went back to Malaysia.

So fast, wish she can stay longer or i have more holiday to go back... ...After my sister visit, will be another round of challenge for me--->miss home so much, family, friends and food~~

haiii....anyhow, i will go back to Malaysia during CNY (22 jan 09 until 6 feb 09), so all my friends, please be ready oh!! Short time pack schedule, hahaha~~ Just want to celebrate my birthday with all of u'll again!! Miss all of u~~

~~Finally meet my sister after so long!! Sister in Beijing Day1~~

Early saturday morning, i taking taxi then change to airport express...Reach airport at 7am, just when i reach the arrival gate, i saw my sister coming out d.....hahaha!! so happy!! She finally come Beijing to visit me~~ After drop the luggage to my house, then we went out for breakfast...I bring her to try out the nice Dim Sum near my place there, but we reach there too early...it haven't open, so we walk walk around the morning Beijing street...

~~Saw some Olympic deco at the roadside~~

After half hour walk then we went back to the restaurant to have our "Brunch" -- Dim Sum -- This Dim Sum place near to my house and very nice!!

~~Sampan Restaurant~~

~~Special cheong fun - 肠粉~~

~~Super nice Claypot beef noodle~~

~~Fried Carrot cake -- very very nice!! must try!! but abit oily~~

~~Prawn dumpling 虾饺 -- one of the famous dish in dumpling~~

~~Sister in action....capture each and every moment in Beijing~~

~~A table full with Dim Sum~~

~~Comes and Go~~

Last week my sister came to Beijing to visit me and she went back to Malaysia on Sunday afternoon. When she confirm that she will come to Beijing is like 2 months plus ago and suddenly is already over... ... Time fly~~

Before she came, i really wish that time past faster but when she here i wish that time stop, so we can hang out longer. But I'm damn busy during the week that she is here, have to work for half day until wednesday and only got full day off from thursday to friday...and another bad things is i'm sick that week also, fever and flu... damn bad luck... I try my best to go to all the place that she want to go in the 9 days, a rush and tired week...but so so so happy to see my sister!! OMG, start to miss her d~~

Is monday midnight and i still try to get my work done...After a rush and damn happening week, is time to get back to reality and start work my ass off for all the project and get myself back into schedule :P

Will update on all the photo later on when i'm abit free...hehe~~

~~What's your personality type?~~

This is my personality type...How about you?

You Are An ENFJ

The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and you usually succeed.Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. In love, you are very protective and supporting.However, you do need to "feel special" - and it's quite easy for you to get jealous.At work, you are a natural leader. You can help people discover their greatest potential.You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. How you see yourself: Trusting, idealistic, and expressive. When other people don't get you, they see you as: Bossy, inappropriate, and loud

What's Your Personality Type?

~~First time to Tian An Men~~

I went to Tian An Men the day after Olympic opening... me and christina take subway there after morning meeting in the office. After we came out from the subway, is full with people, all the exit is Q up with lots of people, then i only know that have to go through security checking one by one before enter all those famous place in Beijing, security very tight now during the olympic period...hahahaAfter a long Q, finally we at the Tian An Men Square!!My first time here leh... so many people!! Have lots of Olympic Deco around, people keep taking picture all around...Such a windy day...The famous China Flag is rise up here everyday...i heard that lot of people like to come here early in the morning to wait for the flag to be rise up...

~~080808 -- Beijing Olympic~~

Finally, Beijing Olympic started!! 080808 is a really special date for China and the world...So touching and I'm the city of Beijing, get in the Olympic Hype!! Me and a few colleague out to a sport pub to watch the Opening of Olympic, each and every place is full with people and we all celebrate together, the atmosphere is so warm...lots of people from other country and all gather here in Beijing to celebrate the event!!

In the sport bar....big screen to watch the Olympic Opening while drinking beers and having Popcorn...hahaha....

The most memorable moment is at the starting when they use the drum to countdown!!Thats the moment that catch my breath away...

This is the first time i come to Solana center, a new shopping mall. When we are there, we saw the huge Nike Outdoor Ads!! A huge running guy build with woods!!Amazing.......

~~Finally i got my webcam!!~~

Last wednesday i bought a webcam online, at 淘宝网... i look through for almost 3 hours, still cant decide which one to buy then i discuss with some of my friends...finally, i choose this one--> 台电 T828 变形金刚mini版 <--After i bought it, i still feel abit scare of what kind of product will i get later...never head of the brand before but in China seems to be a famous brand also. It is just 80 RMB + 10 RMB postage fees, then i recieve the delevery on Friday morning....WoW!! damn fast, but no time to test it in the office, so have to wait until go back home late at night... Test with CH and he is still in the office, then say HI to everyone in the office.... hahaha, so long didnt see them...BUt now with webcam, can talk and see all my friends...So, get yourself a mic and webcam now!!

Video chat with my friend, hehe....so fun :P