~~水瓶座的哀伤~~

她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。
你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。
她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。
别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的-——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，也无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。
千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。
她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁。她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。
在她的宝瓶里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。她瓶子里的水，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。

~~New Shoes~~

Friday after work went to FUllink mall, just near my office to buy shoes. Shoes that i bring here cannot wear d, so have to buy new one :P
I don't know where to shopping so just go the one near my office, shoes here expensice, i bouhgt this 2 shoes ady 400RMB :( But both i also like it very much, the black one is Sheep leather, very comfortable and the heel not so high, easy for me to walk...This one is for normal wear, is my first white color shoes :P Also is leather but is Imitates Leather. I like that shop, just hope that the shoes can be cheaper :P
OK, here is the Frog Head i bought :P cute cute?? hahahha

~~New House~~

Taaadaaa!! My new house!! All this photo taken before we move in...now we added another sofa, bigger one :)This is a nice commercial lot, if not we have to look for local type of apartment.We move in one week d, almost settle down d...but i think i still need another cupboard, now just half of the cupboard can hang clothes, but winter clothes very thick, sure cant put all inside...hahaha :PA least i got a nice toilet :P just the washing machine abit small, coz no place to put d...hahaha
Here the air very dirty and lots of dust/sand...everytime start to blow stronf wind, which now is the season...whole house is full with dust/sand one...have to remember to close all the window. But although you close it still got, but better lo...First time i saw is 3 years i never mop the place, the dust/sand 1 inch thick!! So now have to close window everytime yet have to mop and clean house at least 3 time a week...

~~Home sweet home -- 24-25 May~~

Finally after so long i found a sweet little house at 崇文区... Moved in last Saturday. The whole morning and afternoon busy cleaning the whole house and go to Macro to buy things most of the things that we need, but still miss out some couse too many to carry in one round :P

We had dinner in a Korean BBQ shop near our house there with another 2 colleagues. So hungry coz use too many energy to move things and clean house. I still not use to walk in China, everyone can walk far... i walk got no energy to walk so far plus i always walk so slow... pai seh to let them always wait :P

When home clean up myself, unpack something then we sit down to wathc TV show until 3am in the morning only go to sleep. The next morning we plan to go out to have breakfast oh....but yet still sleep late :P

The next morning we wake up at 9am then leave at 930am... we go a 胡同 near 天安门 to try Old Beijing Breakfast... OMG!! is all 内脏 (like intestine those type...) go there d have to try... still ok but too salty...After that we went to a Tea House to drink tea. A famous TeaHouse near 天安门 call 老舍茶馆, the tea there is very special and you can order their small dishes, very nice also. Every day 1230 noon, there got 皮影戏 show, we watch the show is damn funny :D
We win 500RMB for the scratch and win thingy on the Resit. Resit here is 发票, different form what we have in Malaysia, the one we call Resit is 小票 here. Yeah yeah!!! We can eat another nice dishes later :P

Nice Tea House, total is 3 Floor, we at the ground floor..This Tea House very famous!!

This is the Tea Menu...like old time people use to study those bamboo book

All kind of small dessert

This is one of the Tea with Partent, the flower will open after add in hot water

Here is the Resit that won us 500RMB

西单,is a shopping area. We go there to have a look. So many people... and got many shopping center here, i went into one of the mall and it feel like i'm in Times Square, but this one nicer...lots of shop and choice. I just bought a small cute litte Frog Pillow, hehehe... they all say i'mm too girly girl :P But i like it so much :P

We walk until 4pm then so tired d, so we decide to go home to rest. Later at night will go to look for Alex for dinner. Such a long day, go home continue unpack things and rest a while. Around 830pm meet Alex at the restaurant eat until like 1030pm then i reach home at 11pm. Take a bath and wash clothes... time pass so fast, when i finish doing all the things is like 130am d... ok la, is time to sleep. There's my weekend.

I like this ice cream very much, Big cup with Wafer biscuit is 52RMB...Like Baskin Robin

~~22 May, Thursday~~

Today rush work the whole day, plan to work late today but Alex, Hoko, Alan they all asking for dinner, the Wil and Regina also going. So 6 of us go to 三里屯, 中8楼 to eat 云南菜. A very nice place, nice enviroment, good services and the food is super good. We order damn a lot of food and then also order dessert.

This meal just cost about 70+RMB per person, so cheap yet can enjoy so many good food. Sure will come back next time :D... Yummy Yummy!!

Small little COKE in glass bottle...

Sweet and Sour Minced Pork...

Beef with Fried Potato...I like the Potato more than the Beef :P ...The name of the dish is something "Hoe" (锄头)...hahaha

This is Fried Egg with Small Chrysanthemum(菊花)!! So special...

Fried Egg with Mushroom...

Steam Rice...this also very nice!!Just a small little pot but yet, still cannot finish... too many dishes d

This is chicken dishes, look like curry but is sour :P Eat together with the fried Bun is very nice!!

Here come the famous Fish!! Is superd!! Cant discribe how its taste but is damn good!!

Is dessert time!! Yogurt with all kind of Fruits

Small little Sponge Cake

Red Bean with Coffee...coffee lover will die for it!!

Yam Dessert